Earth Hour 2011: It's time to go beyond the hour

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Munajat Kasih

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu,
agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu.
Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,
jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidakmelebihi cintaku pada-Mu,
Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,
agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta palsu.
Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada hati-Mu.
Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yangmerindui syahid di jalan-Mu.
Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,
jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga-Mu.
Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,
janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.
Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,
jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.
Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu,
jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

Friday, May 22, 2009

You and Me Song

Always when we fight
I try to make you laugh
Til everything's forgotten
I know you hate that
ba ba da da ba ba ba ba (2x)



Always when we fight I kiss you once or twice
And everything's forgotten I know you hate that


I love you Sunday song
The week's not yet begun
And everything is quiet
And it's always...
You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever
ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always
You and me always..

You tell me I'm a real man And try to look impressed
Not very convincing But you know I love it


Now we watch TV
Til we fall asleep
Not very exciting
But it's you and...Me and we'll always be together





You and me always, and forever
ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always...
You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever

ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always...
You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever

ba ba ba ba da ba ba.... ba ra ra

If you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of me as your wife? :-)

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

all about LOVE

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked. "I can't" "Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me. "No… I am going to meet a friend…"

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why… Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday filled my room, one by one. There were many…

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn't call...................... It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad. I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.

Then I shouted… "Wait…"
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

"I don't want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then, find someone else."

That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me… After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room….everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street…with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he give these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls… In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me.

But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. "I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. "Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted… But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. "Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!" That sound, so terrifying. That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

"One…two… three…" That was how… I started to count the dolls… "Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…" It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly… "I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls, shocked. "I….lo..ve…you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. "I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side. "I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~" Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn't I realize that…......................? That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he loves me this much…? I took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach. That was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much… "Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve loved each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you…. Um…since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…" The tears came flowing out of me...................... Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute… For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose someone that you love with your useless pride!

Yellow..dedicated to someone special..


Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow
I came along I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

Thursday, May 21, 2009

my sweety...


keychain merah putih...beli kt tmpt smlm..bestnye smlm..walaupun seharian rushing..tp amat bermakna...



suke keychain ni..lembut...dan comel..hehe..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Where am i?

Penat berkejar siapkan design MIUS II, abis je time keje terus punch out... Tak sempat panaskan enjin keter, terus pecut laju2....naik tren..tukar tren...dh lame x naik tren..


Alhamdulillah..akhirnya sampai gak ke tempat yg dituju...



destinasiku...hehe...teka kat mane nih...

Friday, May 15, 2009

Paku Tanduk Rusa

bawak dari tanjung jara.. :-)

Adik dok botak...



Dulu-dulu..






Sekarang...


Adik dok botak..ade rambut leee...ni..










Disa as a Source of Inspiration - Wikipedia





Disa is the heroine of a Swedish legendary saga, which was documented by Olaus Magnus, in 1555. It is believed to be from the Middle Ages, but includes Old Norse themes.


In time the when the god-king Freyr (or king Sigtrud) ruled in Sweden, there was a famine. The long peace during Freyr's reign had greatly increased Sweden's population until the lands could no longer support it sufficiently.



The king and the chieftains decided that the population had to be culled by killing all the elderly, sickly and handicapped, and by sacrificing them to Odin. However, Disa, the daughter of the chieftain Sigsten of Venngarn in Uppland, was upset by this cruel solution. She talked mockingly to the king and chieftains about their wisdom and claimed to have wiser words of advice.

In order to test her wits, Freyr asked her to visit him, but she could not do so by foot, by horse, in a wagon, nor in a boat. She could not visit him either dressed or undressed. The time must not be within a year nor within a month, and neither during daytime nor nighttime, and neither when the moon was waxing nor waning.



She passed the test by harnessing two young men to a sled. By the sled, she had a billygoat and she had one leg over the goat and the other leg in the sled. For clothes she had a net, and she arrived at dusk to the king the third day before Yule, a day which was not counted to the year but was considered to be an additional day between two years.


The democide was cancelled, and according to the behest of the new queen Disa, there was a drawing of lots so that a part of the population was to leave Sweden (then restricted to Svealand), for the northern regions that were later called Norrland, where they were to settle and cultivate the land.


Disa's wisdom was so highly valued that many disputes were relegated to her at the Midwinter blót at the Temple at Uppsala, which from this time was called the Disablot and the Disting.